Feel like crap today …slept in till 2:00, CJ picked up McDonalds’ breakfast and kept mine warm in the stove. (those griddle cakes a amazing! ) Was very solicitous this morning, spooned me in bed, brought me water.
Later on in the back room I had the letter I’d written last night and told him if he wanted to see what I was feeling last night that there it was. So he read it.
The first thing he said was “Thank you for writing this.” Then he said “As for your points A through D…I’d add E) the timing was bad. I validated this whole heartedly, he’s right, from his POV the timing did suck.
He didn’t add much in terms of how he DID/DOES feel about the printout…but asked for some clarification on my feelings. What did I mean by “his feelings were too dangerous to share”…I explained that he could have read that and wished he’d never pursued an R with me….he assured me this was not the case.
He came over to my chair and hugged me, told me I Love you, I responded in kind.
We’re both feeling drained and tired…probably WON’T make it to B and J’s for darts tonight. CJ’s heading out to buy ingredients to make his roasted red pepper sauce…we’re going to try to watch NEMO before it’s due back tonight.
) Was very solicitous this morning, spooned me in bed, brought me water.
