You guys are awesome!! Pearl - I totally agree. I might have over exaggerated in my post - I don't "protest" as much as I made it sound I was WAY too overdramatic earlier - UGH PMS... I've started implementing the "don't tell me" rule with spy - mostly because the info messes with my head. He actually said to me yesterday - "You've reached the point of no return - huh?" I will now officially avoid that convo... LOVE the transition flowmom - I'll be using that all the time!
H texted - "got message - thank you for letting me know I really appreciate it - let me know if I need me to help with anything". Back to NC - March 1 is Monday and that is implement the emailed plan from last week day... SO.... we will see what happens. Im steering clear of the bomb....
HHH - ME AND YOU for the over analyzing... I HAVE to stop putting myself on this roller coaster - its no fun any more. I agree - DONE PARTY!!!
As for this weekend - I DON'T have to work for once so I'm going out tonight - SALSA! I have a shoe party on Sun so I'm super excited about that - I might build a little me day around it and get my hair colored/ cut, little mini makeover!!
The freakouts are lasting hours instead of days.... At least today is more signs of progress....
Thanks for talking me off the ledge... again...
HUGS
T
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