how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

thanks for all the good thoughts, everyone.

turns out my H isn't feeling well and we rescheduled. i told him i may be able to find some time sunday to catch up with him, but we'll see. i think he's overwhelmed with stress at work and also has to move out of the office he and his business partner set up because they can no longer afford it.

i plan to hook up with friends and my cousin tonight instead. i will admit to being hurt that i won't see him tonight...i do enjoy the time we've spent together recently, we've had some good laughs and some really good conversations. but i know i'll have a good time tonight as well.

thanks for the encouragement. i'm working on putting my EN first, talia, i swear.