I got marrried till death do us part....I came from a family where you dont divorce no matter what.....i still love my husband and I have forgiven him and her.....I want to have a testimony to tell my kids and grandkids that no matter what the circumstances God can change things if we ask him to and believe in him.....I believe people go thru things and God allows them to happen to get our atttention, to make us better people and I am so much better than I was before.... It is the right thing to do.....oh my I could go on and on......I miss his smile...I miss his big boney feet... I miss his humming while he ate.... But the reason is I STILL LOVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT HE HAS DONE...MY LOVE IS DEEPER....I really do have unconditional love for him....I know it will be hard work but I know it will one day be worth it ...all the shed tears all the prayers....everything .....nice to see you in here Oz.......besos