Talia, POWER to you! Let's throw a 'DONE' party! I think you should go out and do something really nice for yourself this weekend..treat yourself...even if it's just something small.
It's been a roller coaster yes, (for me more b/c of overanalyzing everything), but I think I can truly just about say I'm over it. H has shown who he has become and this is NOT someone I want to be with... partys over and I moving on..
Do what you need to do to make yourself happy b/c that's the most imp't thing you need to do right now. Big hugs ((T)) -hhh