Thanks Cutter- I am seeing more and more clearly now- sure Mrs. maynard is still very much on my mind- call it love, devotion, protection, or concern...
But I'm no longer finding the rejection to be draining me like I had let it before. I'm finding solace in my vows and in my hope for providing a better M in the future- having read many M books, Communication, Esteem, Spirituality, Codependancy, etc etc.
I viewed OMs FB page- He's violently ill and asking for non prescribed prescription drugs
Not a post I would be happy about at 41ys old...
Not a lifestyle I'd want anyone I love to be involved in- but they have to make their own choices
