Hi Pam...goodness no, I've been up since about 1 p.m...Just had a ton of school-work to do before signing on! (and just before drifting off at about 5:30 I realized that the time stamps here on the bb are an hour earlier than OUR real time...bugged me a little!)
About the forgiveness thing...it did make me step back...the fact that I signed the card that way with no reservations suggests that I wasn't "holding anything against him"...so does this mean I've actually forgiven him, but don't consciously realize it?
Or that on some level I don't want to admit it? To myself or to CJ? Curious, no?
As for the anger...it does still come forth at times, but SO much less than before, it's all vague and fuzzy, not sharp and pointed.
