It's been a while since I provided the last update. Here is the latest.
Had the above meeting with Wife three weeks ago. We then had a counselling a few days later and the separation agreement was called off. It then turned into full blown counselling. She says she is over everything except for two things. However, at the end, the counsellor asked if she would like to setup another appointment and she responded with "not right now". After the session, she let me drive her to a friends which is a first. She asked me about reduced trust for her because she left and how I haven't brought it up. She then said maybe we should leave it for another counselling session. I said it was fine... that I would be lying if I said I haven't thought of that but when I do, I think about the ways I have wronged her and it keeps those feelings at bay. She said "wow... good for you".
Nothing further until Valentines. I sent a text "just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today. She responded with "thank you for letting me know... i hope you are having a good v-day". I responded with "i hope you are too.. but truthfully, it makes me sad that we weren't able to spend it together." Nothing from her after that.
One week later, I text her for a request for a call. She responds with no problem and it escalates into another coffee. The coffee last 1.5 hours. It was good. Smiling, laughing, some short slightly awkward pauses in the conversation. I asked her if she was alright that I set up the meeting. She said "of course... if I wasn't I would tell you. I am not that shy." At the end, I said "if you ever want to go for a walk or skating sometime I would be open to it. She smiles at me and says "I'll think about it".
No calls or texts since. That was last Sunday. I watched fireproof last night and really want to do the love dare. I just don't know if that would push her away right now. She looks amazing every time I see her. Perfect make-up, hair and clothes. I can't help but think she is trying a little when she sees me.
Anyway, as per my usual... I am clueless about how to proceed. I want to continue meeting with her. However she asked the first time, I asked the second time... should I wait for her to respond next?
