Do a 180, what would she expect you to do right now. Be pissed off right, for all the crap she's done. What is the 180 here? Be nice, you go to the kitchen for a drink, offer to get her something. Use your imagination, you have been out of the house for a week or two and you have this opportunity!!!!
Tom, hate to say this, suck it up man!!! I know it hurts and she may be on the computer to the OM, who cares, you are with her now and need to make the time count. I am going to lunch will be back in an hour to check in.
Hang in there!!! This is a good thing, I know the hurt and pain you are experiencing, they are indicators that you still care about this woman. 180's and act-as-if.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
