Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

The R won't happen until his lease at the apartment with OW is up at the end of May. But he is indicating that once the lease is up he will be pursuing an R. As for him texting her, while it does bother me he would read the text then comment about it. One was to let him know one of his fish died, and another that the parking lot at his complex was flooded. As difficult as it is, since they do live together I cannot expect him to stop all contact immediately, much as I would like to. Hence my response of still detaching and trying to let go, because it is not a done deal just yet.

I will have to look for that book next time I'm in Borders. I have a pile of books I need to read, but will put that book at the top.

My depression is ok. Now that we've been getting some sunshine and the hint of spring is in the air I'm feeling better. Winter is always harder than spring and summer with my depression. I am also busy with preparing for DS's party that I have to ignore the depression at the moment. So ask again next week, and you might get a different answer. *lol*