okay help!

I cannot sleep. My thought are on my M. Why? I am sure he is sleeping with little or no thought regarding our situation. Detaching has it benefits but also it "pains". I know, detaching helps because I AVOID his spewing and accusations that I am the problem which is what I want to stay away from, especially for my sanity.

Arghhhh!!!!


OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty
Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."