It's sound as though the evening leading up to that dream was filled with some pretty powerful triggers for you. Under other circumstances, CJ's activities might be viewed as a "no biggy". But considering the past, I can see how that impacted you.
The question here is "what REAL significance did CJ's behavior have in today's climate?" No doubt you have asked yourself this question and perhaps continue to be chased by it.
Isn't it awful how something like this tends to place everything back under the microscope for us.
There is a good chance that it all had nothing to do with what you may be fearing. It may just be a case of "itchy butt" as a fellow DBer so aptly labeled these unnerving occurances.
