Nothing is ever hopeless...Without hope you have nothing.
I read your story...No worries, I have read worse and while some aspects are pretty low right now, this can still be turned around...Your W is acting like a spoiled child...You on the other hand need to stop listening to the spew and start doing the 180's as well as GAL...
Do you have the DB book? If yes start reading, if no please go get it.
I agree no 3 year old needs to watch Maury...I don't even watch that stuff.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~