S3 is doing OK with broken collar bone. W is feeling some guilt so I haven't brought anything up. She hasn't been to v'ball practice or games so far this week. She has been showering S with attention and doesn't want anyone else watching him-b'sitter, mom, mil, etc. I have a meeting tonite after work and she asked what time I would be home. Told her idk and she said if she missed the game, nbd. Yesterday morning while getting kids ready for school, W was in bad mood. I was getting lunches ready with her and she said "we could have had this done ten minutes ago if you would get out of the way." I laughed and said we have 45 min before the bus gets here, what's the hurry? Then I kiddingly "put my dukes up" and said, "do you want to go outside and talk about it?" I reached out and tickled her and she said, "I'm not f'ing kidding, get out of the way." The kids were watching, and I just walked over to the table, sat down and ate b'fast with them. I left her alone the rest of the morning and when I left, as usual, she came over and gave me a kiss. This morning, I let her do it all, I ate with the kids and went to work. Again, got a kiss, no hug or touching but better than nothing, I guess. (I would really like to grab her and hold her, but I now no better!) Her bad moods not only involve me, but kids as well. What's up with that?
