Okay... so I spoke too soon... now I am beating myself up.. and I'm wondering how far I've set things back.. if I've set things back.. *sigh* I feel so much that this is going to be an impossible goal for me.. to learn all I need to.. and GAL.. and take care of my family... talk about mountain climbing..

I was feeling so good yesterday.. made some plans to GAL this weekend.. goals for myself..

Now I feel as if I blew it and got knocked down to bottom again..

This sucks...

~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~

My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#