Quote: I KNOW he was not up for this (we have a bit of unpleasant history surrounding me freaking out while he's trying to troubleshoot stuff on the computer for me )...
Quote: I DID thank CJ more than once and tried to give him a hug...he wasn't very responsive...I SHOULD chock that up to him feeling sick, right?
right!
Quote: So then why did I get this AWFUL feeling???
because you worked really hard at not blowing up and possibly expected a reward for it?
Quote: Okay, just the stress hormones still circling....
perhaps we need something to stress over at all times? keeps us busy? stress over the puter...that stress down...stress over hug not being as well received as we hoped? stress over stressing?
chill out and relax...somehow it does wonders for the r.
