Too Late For Us?

[mrbt]

Hi All. Another update.

Had a relationship discussion with W this morning. I had no intention of initiating a relationship discussion but my emotions got the best of me.

She invited me over for coffee this morning. During my visit I let out one of those heavy sighs (not intentional). She asked what was on my mind. I deflected the question a couple of times but she persisted. Finally, I asked if she had given any thought to the idea of me moving back home. She gave me some evasive answers and finally said something like: "No because I won't be sticking around and you said you didn't want to come home if I was leaving anyway." This is true, I see no point in moving back just to have her pack a bag and go.

The extra cell phone has been bugging me and so I asked: "Are you still talking to OM?" she denied it but she is so good at lying that I have no idea if she is being truthful. I know that even asking was pointless.

Apparently she her plans have not changed. She still plans to proceed with the divorce.

It seems like its time to go dark, or at least very dim. Problems is: I am not very good at the going dark thing.