So celebrate for you today; seriously, DO NOT WASTE ANOTHER SECOND thinking about your H and don't even spend time on this site until your day is done!
Also, now that you've told him what you've wanted, zip your lip, go back to being busy but polite, and NC with him. And read the Bitches book b/c I read it in maybe 60 minutes?
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004