She's not convinced that I don't still love Gabe at some level. I don't love him but somewhere inside I still feel like I'm attached to him. There is no way to explain it though. Intellectually, I know he's toxic. My stupid heart still reacts to him in ways I don't understand that make me very upset. Ugh!
I think on some level therre will always be some type of love for the X. You fall in love, you get married, you have kids. There are so many feelings involved, that you can't just flip a switch and turn them off. (Even though that is what the WAS seems to do....but they are aliens!!!)
"You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf." Jon Kabat-Zinn
