Hi Shiny,

Sorry to hear you are so down today It does sound though like it could be the not feeling well that is making you feel this way. I hope you aren't coming down with the same thing that the rest of us have had

I have those days where the ILY sounds perfunctory and too reminscent of the old days. My gut reaction is "OH,no!" but then I step back a moment and look at the clock I have started noticing that H either forgets to say it or mumbles it on days when he is running late and is in a hurry to get out the door It was like that today. He did good when asking me for "kissies" but then forgot the ILY part. I ended up saying it first before I had a chance to stop myself Oh well...maybe I am reaching a point where it is OK for me to say it first once in awhile

Kind of weird about the computer thing. Maybe you were dreaming and it carried over to your waking up??

HAng in there and hope you are better tomorrow am

Zoo

"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm." - Mahatma Gandhi