Thanks Op-I did read that thread on being a doormat. I am going to take this slowly and read some more and weigh some more opinions I promise! I am so scared that I will do something to push him away farther but yet, I wonder if I have to just get rid of that fear and just go for it!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing