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[Lost Rabbit]

Oi missus, 2x4 stop the feeling sorry for yourself right this minute..

You have had the biggest apology out of him yet so far! He is still being remorceful a few days later that is unheard off..

Watch the going dark doesnt look like revenge or sulking, just personal time out space for you to recooperate from having S most of the time on your own..

Just a thought as much as I know how you feel about protecting S make sure you not sending out imcompitance signals to H about his ability to look after S, make sure your boundaries mention your concerns about his anger not his abilities..

Every big break through for yourself takes a large dollop of pain to get too each time.. trouble is I think youve had a few concurrent dollops and its knocking you a bit.. accept it, breathe through it and move forward.

Always around for you hun!