Long story and not wanting to talk much about it, but it was a bad day at work and it made me just lose it about everything. H came over for dinner and it was nice. We talked and hung out like always and it was just like always, like he never left and normal. I did let him know how my dad said this weekend that if he comes home he wants H to hang out with the family because he doesn't hold anything against him. H said that means a lot to him. My step-dad (dad) was never a huge supporter of H, but for him to say that is huge because dad is a big jerk. H was kind and caring. When he left, he gave me a hug and said how he loved me lots, and forever and ever. It was so nice.
Bad part is H now has more meetings for this crisis intervention conference. Supposedly he is going this Friday and Saturday (conveniently when OW and H could be out doing who knows what). I don't know how to bring up that I want proof, but not be too over the top. He is goign to be gone this Friday and Saturday until around 4 then the 16th and 17th of march. The second two dates ok, but these two are a little fishy. H seems more and more like he is going to come home, but I am still on the fence. We need to have a good talk before it happens and I need to hear from him what he is going to do to come home. 2 more weeks and this is over or at least this part. I don't know if you are ever done, but maybe we can finally move past this part.
Have another huge headache again....off to my bath (shower still isn't fixed )
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