I feel the same Michelle, all my friends are starting to have kids and I'm the youngest divorcee. Luckily I am not in any way broody yet.

I had the same thoughts about death vs. separation/ broken heart and hurt.

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Our subconscious does do some twisted things to us sometimes lol. But it's a reaction to the pain, doesn't mean we are bad people or really want that.

This encapsulates so well Michelle

Last edited by JCJ; 02/24/10 10:18 PM.
M- May 2006
D - Aug 2010
Now travelling the world