feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

I'm going to pick up my H from airport soon. I feel eek about seeing him but I am going to be pleasant (and yes that means body language too)

He leaves tomorrow or friday for the next trip. I wish he realized what being gone three weeks out of the month is doing to us...and our family. I know he loves it and is a great escape for him. I wish I was as lucky.

Anyway, I am going to make a nice dinner for the kids and relax tonight.