I think that I've finally accepted the fact that this is ending, I don't even know if I would want to reconcile after the things the W has said and more importantly has done...
I have been feeling abandoned and betrayed but mostly feel sad for the children.. W has been telling "HER" version of what has happened and not taken any responsibility for her own behavior.
Case in point, I went to W apt and her girlfriend was there, I went to talk with my 2 daughters and the friend tells me," why don't you just go, cant you see you're scaring the kids? They are frightened of you..." So who knows what else the W has been saying except to make me out as a bad evil person...
I told the GF that she does not know me and has only spoken with me twice before and that she has been listening to the W side and taking that as truth,,,
Funny thing happened, I also told the GF the reason the W does not want to be with me is because she's been sleeping with her boss since March of last year.. The GF said "no she hasn't" and when I told her I had statements, records, etc proving this, the GF became quiet, eyes wide open and said she was going to be sick,,,, she ran to the bathroom and began vomiting! WTF
my first thought was Holy, Sh!t, the GF must have been with the boss too!!!! who knows...
Inlaws in town now,,they tell me they want to see me,,
DD
H50 W44 M17 yrs S15 D11 D10 Bomb 4/09 Trial separation/moved out 9/09 Moved back in 12/29/09