H/B thank you for posting to me....it has been a long,long, journey for me...times I have been good, and then times I feel like I have just started all of this...
I still love my husband very much and I believe that I am to do what I am doing right now and that is to wait this thing out.Helps tremendously to have a relationship with The Lord.... without him I would no longer be here...
I have grown so much and learned much from here.Lots of different advice and I think onle we can decide whether we take the advice or not...all of it is meant for the good.
Sometimes I do want to give up but.......I keep hearing in my heart to hold on...to wait....to not give up and as long as I hear that I will keep praying for a reconciled marriage.
Maybe one day I will feel different and I do know I have been released from my marriage but I want to hold on till I am ready not to.Divorces come so easy these days... we have lots of standers here who have held on but that didnt stop the divorce process from happening....
How sad they are given out so easily.....but what can we do but pray and stay on our knees asking God to guide us and give us strength and comfort.....
And that is what I must do because when and if it happens ( not by my decision) I will know I held on till the end and I will know without a doubt I tried with dear life to hold on and that is something my children will learn from me .....you fight for your family, your beliefs,your husbandlike Renee said in an earlier post...the devil does come to seek kill and destroy and right now he is winning.....
But I will not go down without a good fight, a fight on my knees and with prayer.. I pray your husband is on his way to recovery. Take care and may God bless you.....Irma
