I keep thinking of the 150,000 life insurance policy. The policy that pays off the house, and me, being his wife, would get that.

I know its morbid, but I suppose part of that is the anger phase of acceptance. Is there an anger phase of acceptance?

LOL, I know at some point I will have to talk to him, and he will call.

I think I will not call him back.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..