Thanks OP - that is the plan. My M may not make it. The pain that I feel will pass in time. The work that I do in myself will stay with me forever and for now this is what I need to be satisfied with. Will my W return. Who knows, what I do know is that I will become the best person that I can be. This my friend I can control.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans