aside from the blind date I went on, I am not at all interested in a R at this point in time.
And you shouldn't be. Right now your interest should be working on yourself. In your case part of that is also the validation that you're desirable to a member of the opposite sex. It does wonders for your self-esteem.
You have recovered from substance abuse and that my friend is a testimony to you being a survivor. It speaks loads of you, your integrity and resolve.
I hope you keep posting here or in another section of the site. You will have up and down days. There will always be someone here who will encourage you and keep you "straight".
