Hi Friends, Went on quick business trip yesterday and met a guy on a plane..he asked for my #. I am moving soon but still was flattering and nice conversation. And I've gotten to the point where I actually enjoy coming home to my own space/home..doing my own thing, etc. It feels more peaceful than lonely, most of the time.
Thus why am I such a chicken? H is away all week for work, and yet I know I still need to send the email to him. I have no problem at all asking about putting tuition $ in writing, but what 'scares' me is telling him about the forms we need to fill out (response from L that he asked me to clarify) - this was an email in my posts a few pp back. I guess I'm scared that it's going to start this process. Ugh. But at the same time I feel ok and empowered being on my own...I think the finality is daunting. It doesn't mean I'm going to file yet, it's just answering his question but is bringing up the topic proactively myself. BUT, if this starts the process than he is already there anyway, don't you think? There was a piece in Tough Love book about how if the 'letting go' stance ends things, than the relationshi was already dying on the vine.
Pearl -if you happen to see this do you mind clarifying my ? to you on previous page about the filing/waiting question I had.
Maybe I'm just a chicken and need a kick in the behind. No to fear!
