Thanks for the hugs and for keeping up w/ my journey. I am deeply hurt but at least now I know where I stand and that any further effort physically or emotionally into my sitch is unnecessay and will only drain me further.
I know the process of W's disconnection was gradual, I know that every aspect of our R/M had aspects that were able to be addressed, and I know that a deep and meaningful R/M could have been salvaged.
The problem is that W did not see those things; and that is OK.
