Unfortunately it doesnt have wifi. Both my phones have bluetooth...so that may be an avenue, but I have to investigate it.
I really...really...REALLY need those texts...as aside fro the general angry ones telling me to F off and threats to take D3 away if I dont bow down to her demands, there is one from my ex about 9 months ago that, referring to D3 (who was D2 then) that said something to the affect of "I'm not gonna buy or do anything more for that little b*tch until she starts showing me some f*cking love and affection". the curse words I know are accurate but the exact message may be slightly rearranged with respect to the rest of the words. (and the reason D3 isnt as affectionate or doesnt behave as much with my ex is because, as I said, I've been D3's primary caregiver and been there for every important moment while her mom slept or chased butterflies figuratively speaking...I wasnt just blowing smoke with you guys)
Then theres another one saying she was about ready to kill a kid and put up a sign that says kid for sale...but that one is more likely to be seen as a joke. Then again who knows...I'm sure all mine to her will be taken out of context...so I'm just gonna give them all to my L and let her make the decision on what to do.
Some good news...I have a job interview tomorrow and a job interview Friday. My ex's mom, who as I said is on good terms with me, is gonna watch D3 for me tomorrow while I'm at my interview and then my ex will have D3 Friday. I'm not telling my ex about the interviews, as I think some of her case will hinge on making a big deal out of my being unemployed even though I'm still receiving unemployment income and have amassed a significant savings in my bank account. Her mom may tell her, I dunno. And I am going to make sure I take my documnetation and such with me...in the unlikely event that her mom should snoop while I'm gone. I dont think she will...but if she found out anything and could give it to my ex, that might strengthen their relationship and hurt my case.
But see its textmessages like the one above that could be pretty damning agaisnt my ex...and those feelings I still have for her make me feel sad about having to use/say stuff like that. I know if I dont, the judge would clearly rule against me given how I'll be painted by her and her L from my emotional reactions to the loss of my family.
But as I said in that letter, which I'm still not sending/posting/giving, that will be indeed be the point of no return if I say such hurtful things about her. I dont want it to go there...I dont want it to end like this.
