Sorry, to be more clear...the sexual thoughts would have happened whether I consciously chose them to or not. It is automatic.
The same way men are supposedly visual and "can't help" noticing a buxom or attractive or sexually suggestive women (or fill in the other blanks of women men "can't help" but notice...the answer is different for each man)...well, women "can't help" but be sexually attracted to an alpha male. Sorry guys! We just can't help ourselves! Yeah, he may be a jerk, he may never truly love us, he may be a horrible father, he may be someone we would never choose as a friend. But do we want him to take us in a totally masculine show of fluff and cocksure feathers? Hell yes, we do.
