Tonight I have faced that this is probably over. Obviously h is not wearing his wedding ring and is filing for legal sep. I don't know why he hasn't filed for D but I'm sure he doesn't want to come back. I'm facing it and letting it go - no matter how deeply this hurts. He obviously cannot accept things that happened in our past and does not trust me. He does not seem interested in rebuilding trust. I'm going dark. When he comes over tomorrow, I'm staying away. I am going to give him what he wants because I love him.
