Aside from here, I wont post it anywhere or send/show it.
I know nothing will change.
It just really got to me...like I said...when I was reading those texts. One day the R seems to be smoothe sailing and a few days later its "we need to talk...ILYBINILWY...I just dont feel that spark anymore"...and no discussion or changing her mind a few hours or a day later like other arguments.
It just hurts and boggles the mind so bad that things can seemingly change like the flip of a switch. Not that any of this is new...I said this a long time ago. But I hadnt seen those texts in several months. And it gnaws at me that I didnt ans still dont know what my ex is really thinking with regards to all this. I wish I could find out if she has any doubt or remorse...because so far her actions indicate neither.
I still cant figure out how to get the things off my phone by the way...since my old phone is inactive I cant forward them off it but on my new phone even if I do forward it to my email addie all it shows is the text not who sent it or the date and time. I contacted my cell provider, went to best buy and radio shack, and none of them had any solutions. If anyone knows about getting texts off a phone to a computer or printed in their original format please lemme know as I will likely need them for court.
