You are all so great. Everyone keeps complimenting me on how well I'm doing - why do I feel like crap? lol I guess because I'm not running from the truth - but the truth still hurts.
Woke up this morning to H offering for me to come to his apt. to scan the documents for the legal separation - I couldn't get my old scanner running last night. Still a baby step. Never ever have I been invited there - and I got the chance to say no! 180 - I think my tendency would have jumped at any chance to be with him, but I thought after yesterday morning blowing up at me over those same papers? No thanks - I scanned them at my dad's instead and just emailed them over. It felt good to be the one invited and to say no for once.
However I'm probably fooling myself. He probably was exhibiting control freak nature - he wanted to hover and make sure it was right. But in the name of PMA I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt so I thanked him for his support. He didn't yell and criticise, after all.
I still got to say no. Felt good. Feels good to know he's not here today too -
