Thank you SweetCyborg for your positive comments and affirmation. I hope to change my way of thinking so that I can have more optimism such as yourself.

I'm really wanting to continue DB'ing just for the self improvement. At his point I'll let God take care of the forgiving - if he wants to.

Its one day at a time now for me, and today: "I's feel'n mighty low." Self doubt, lack of confidence, and good 'ol regret have been hanging out with me today. I'm working on turning those around.

You took her back once - do you think you would do it again (if your anger and resentment were to cease). ?

Last edited by Quart9; 02/23/10 11:04 PM.

Me-32
W-29
No kids
ILYBNILWY 11.20.09
Separated 01.10.10
Discovered EA 01.13.10
W admitted to PA 02.21.10
I filed for D 03.09.10