I agree again- if that is the case, they are perfect for one another. I am really trying to just take care of myself- I have never cared about M so much as I do right now.
The good news is that someone will benefit from it- I just wish that I could do the right thing and only have 1 marriage that stood the test of time. One W to fight with me for us.
I heard OM on the phone lastnight when he called W- "Hey Gorgeous."
I did that at the beginning too- and it sounds so cheezy for me to hear it right now, and even sickens me that it makes W's head swim-
I've done what I can do- there has been alot of sabotage, and I fear that W might be a borderline- so anything from me is associated w/ disappointment and pain. Anything from her will only hurt me.
It's amazing how much things can change in 6 months, and the gradual changes made months before that- catalyzed by two OM...
