DW, You are really taking the high road here and when you think that you have managed to get a level where you can take it, your patience get tried again. I am sorry that you are going through this I can't imagine. I guess just try to focus on the kids and after all you are with them in their home and that will always be the home that they refer to as home. Hang in there.
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.