You're trying to figure out how to make things easier on not just you, but him too...and it's not working..so you're still analyzing for a way. Can't do that for long...you'll find yourself running in circles...been there, done that.
You're still blaming yourself for what he does in reaction to you...you're sane, he's insane.
And that is SO hard to get your head around.
Yes, I am. And I am SO tired of circles. Yes, I am still blaming myself---and I do BELIEVE that he's insane----and blame myself for having a role in that too.
Am I just hopeless, or what????
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
