I am trying,I guess I am having those thoughts about why did I and am I trying so hard,I know I could find someone else that would treat me the way I want to be treated and that would let me love them.I think it's love or is it because with the kids and everything it's easier and the heck with my feelings.I have waited 3 years and I am all happy because she is at the house like a roomate.I am but I am also asking myself why.I wasn't the one that fell for someone else or left.Oh well I need some time in the woods and thats where I am going.Have a great weekend everyone.
