Thanks Q. You are my voice of reason. I have a email ready for OM. I have emailed him the past. It's not a violent one, just a man to man back off email. Maybe if she won't listen he will? I have not sent it. My guess is I shouldn't.
I was a little upset last night when I picked up S8 from W. she didn't know her I went to the doctor. There was more to my visit then just getting depression pills. He thinks there may be some heart problems because of the stress. I have to back for more tests. After the other email b.s. above, she asked if I got her email. I said yes but I was at the doctor at the time. She asked if everything was ok and I replied no. I have always had some problems in the past but nothing more than high b.p.
She said she was sorry for causing this, but didn't know what else she could do. I told her I didn't want to worry her. It is my problem and I will have to deal with it. I would like to talk to you about it but you may see it as a ploy to get you back. She really wanted to know but I didn't get into details. I asked why do you care anyway. She said I will always care. She said when I'm ready to talk she will listen. The only problem with that is I want to talk about more than medical problems.
I got upset and went outside, she followed asking why. She said I was so "civil" Sunday what happened? My reply: I used to be able to talk to you about this stuff, now I can't. You don't want to be apart of my life anymore, and it's hard for me not to share what is going on with you. It seams that all my 180 work only gets me "civil". That is all we are right now is civil. Civil gets me know where.
