I thank God now it didn't last any longer than it did. Only a few short years.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Mediation is definitely less expensive, and less invasive so to speak. It also usually ends up leaving a better relationship between two people.
I feel like such a loser having to beg this man to divorce me!!! Really??? I never thought the day would come.
Last report: he talked to his boss and got Friday morning off.
Oh keep your fingers crossed.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I agree. It has gone on way too long, I have given way too much. I am ready for it to be done with already.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
It's funny, during the day I hardly think about this anymore. When I do, I am so glad this chapter of my life is over.
At night, before I go to bed, though, its a different story. I suppose that will fade in time, but I really have to consciously make myself not dream of the day when the SG would come to his senses.
And then, I think, it would be easier if he was dead. Morbid, I know. Does anyone else ever think that?
Dear God, let this be over with Friday. If he comes up with another excuse, I think I will scream.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
My D is finalized, my atty sister saw it through her database...
So I am divorced...we are divorced.
Yet I still have a spot in my mind reserved for thoughts of a reconciliation down the road.
Heck even reading a story yesterday that Ryan Phillippe and his gf broke up got me thinking.
If ya don't know, he is Reese Witherspoon's ex. She broke up with her bf a few months ago, and when I saw Ryan was single my first thought was, "I wonder if they would get back together now?"
I have thought that yes LOL...you're not alone there with me. But what I think about more is it would be easier if he would just go, move, leave, so I don't have to see him everywhere, he is maybe going to Canada for work for 3-6 months. I'm PRAYING they allow him. This would help me tremendously with closure after the D.
I honestly don't foresee us reconciling. I don't think the SG will ever realize how much damage he has done, or take responsibility for it. I guess I could be wrong, but I really don't know.
I think he will regret it one day, but his pride will come in the way, and he will never admit it.
And really, I am okay with that. I am ready to have this finalized, and to move on with my life. I have been working at resolving this marriage longer than we were even married and living together.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
