As much as you feel like you want to 'fight' for the M, you've got to step back and take care of yourself. Don't get so wrapped up at what your WS is doing that you neglect yourself.
This is where I have gotten stuck -I have self destructed in many ways- I am coming out of it slowly, but man it's the worst part to get stuck in. I would have rather been crying my eyes out for 4 months than neglect myself as I have.
