My husband wants a D. There is nothing I can do. I feel like I need to give him whatever he wants. I feel like I am going crazy even though he is the MLCer.

I have decided to go dark beginning right now. My family, while I live them, tells me that is no hope and I need to face the facts. He goes overseas soon and I am scared that he will not come around and leaves without a word being said to one another.

I feel totally alone in all of this. He will NOT talk to me, told me that I annoy him constantly by just the sound of my voice and that's why he doesn't call. frown How can he say this?

I want this marriage, but not sure how much longer I can expose myself to his disdain and anger. I am losing faith and this forum is one of my only outlets because everyone here seems to understand. My friends, family, and even H say that just need to stop having false hopes and get on with my life. Stop crying they say...

I cry every night. This is the 3rd night in a row that I have slept less than 3 hours. Fellow DBing friends, how can this ever get any better? This is hopeless and I DO NOT want to he here anymore..


OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty
Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."