My pleasure, gg. I know what it's like to do your first post and wait. And wait. And wait.
I'm glad you have a C and your wonderful sister to lean on.
You're right about knowing and doing! What seems like it should be easy is the hardest thing to think of doing.
Check out this link if you want to research more into midlife crises. Take some time to poke around these and see if you think anything fits your situation.
