Allen A, I think your right about me monitoring his phone records. I think it is turning into an obsession for me. It's the first thing I think of when I get up, and I check as soon as I get to work. If I see they talked the day before, it ruins my whole day. On the day's they don't talk, I'm in a better mood. How can something have that much control over my moods. However, it's my only form of intel right now.
Several people, family and friends know about the OW. However, it seems that most people want to stay out of it or they believe my H because I don't have proof that they were doing anything other then talking. I swear I seen them kissing, but it was so dark I can't be sure. For me, no matter what I seen I believe this is an A (EA or PA) but it doesn't matter to me either way, it's the same betrayel.
I agree, hollywood has made this type of behavior acceptable.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10
