it does stink that you aren't able to experience everything with H, but maybe this time apart will allow him to get upbeat and you to get some time to gain some strength. Since he is calling you 10 times a day, that is awesome and you can work on your communication that way so when H gets back maybe things will be a little easier because you can work on the friendship over the phone.
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