Thank you Avermont. It's weird to me how over the past week I've had moments of feeling overwhelmed, interspersed with moments of really surprising myself by how calm I am in the midst of so much change. I do think things will become clearer in the days/weeks ahead.
On Sat a.m. I got up and ran 10 miles (a lot for me!), then went right to church and sat there for a few mins in silence. Just asked Gd to give me the wisdom/courage to deal with this situation, and the guidance to know what to do. And, a small prayer to sell my car soon (silly, i know..but i was thinking about my to-do list then). That afternoon car was sold, and what's even more uncanny, to a man who got divorced and shared his story with me. Before he drove off he stood on my sidewalk and said a prayer with/for me. At that moment I felt things would be all right.
I am trying to look at this transition as more of an adventure. Even though I will be 'homeless' for awhile, it's an excuse to visit friends all over the country as I travel for work. More travel stories likely to come... (maybe I'll write a book?)
